The only one enough for me to break my heart.
04 November 2008
Yesterday, I'm sad because of you. Today, I cry for you.
Tomorrow, you die for me.WooHoo! Pass 3 exam and fail 1 == .Name: Ah Boy
Age: Still young
Sex: Never. Still under age
Religion: I only have experience praying my cat who dead 2 years before
Race: I love to race, how you know?
Nationality: I don't like National, I prefer Sanyo
IC Number: 6735
Telephone number: House no telephone
Hand phone number: 3310
Address: Penang Jelutong
City : Nor Haliza?
Postcode: I never post anything
State: In my family, I am 2nd
Country: I love to travel to Canada
Marriage status: Secret
Email Address: Hotmail
Education Background: My teacher said not bad
Working experience: Last time got sell pirated VCD
Father's name: Daddy
Father's IC: You ask him
Mother's name: Mummy
Mother's IC: You ask her
Current Salary: Depends on my daddy mood
Expected Salary: As much as you can pay
When can start work: Depends on my mood
Highest qualification: Ya, very high
Grade: Ya, very high
College/University: College
Signature: Can I use chop?Well, today ran out of school with shawn ang to eat . Almost late for afternoon class == . We chat while we eat and the tab is on him (*YEAHS!*). Free lunch sia .
@&)^*$. I had a really hard time trying to transfer my bloody pictures into my computer from my cellphone. Rawwrs.
IDC, I have like gazillions of piccas to post up ASAP yeah. That is, if I EVER get that freakin' thing my way.
Oh, forget it. At least for now..
Guess what? Sag songs aren't remedy for my broken heart that I'm struggling to piece it back, stitches by stitches, at all.
It just make everything worse, like rubbing salt on already splitting wounds.
Sad songs just gets me reminiscing the hurtful past that I tried SO HARD to forget even more. Its just pathetic.
Every single reminiscent simply hits me at where it hurt most, the exact same spot of the previous wound..
splitting the already infected wound into two with blood slowing dripping out bits by bits..
(I know this is gross)
It seems like old feelings coming back to rip me apart, tear me into tiny pieces, swallow me alive and I feel that I'm dissolving into particles as tiny as the nucleus in an atom or even tinier
(I'm not sure if anything any tinier than the nucleus in an atom ever exist but that's not the point)
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And the best part of it? It hurts. Yeah, big time.
Sad songs just worsen everything for me.
I feel like PLUCKING OUT ALL MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZZZ.
Whatever, these are just self-inflicted pain, which is really stupid beyond description. I know, I know.
Urghs. Why can't I just let go of EVERYTHING and move on?
Why am I sooooooooooo stubborn?! Why am I sooooooooo unbelievably "never-say-die"?! WHY, WHY, WHY???
IDK. Too.
SHIT MAN! I'm so pissed off yeah? Well, lemme digress awhile alright?
My USB wire still isn't working!!! Now, I really feel like pulling every single strand of my hair out, including my hair extentions which are fake hair FYI.
URGHS. *Bang head on the wall*
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Gosh, I sound so stupid.
Why I sound so retarded all of a sudden huhs? Rawwrs. Must be some Winnie-infected disease going on. HAHAHA! X: Shhh, don't tell that bear I said that. He'll kill me.
I don't wish to go back to the other subject above already. Its pointless.
ZZZ.
Bye lovers. I'm off to die on my own. Takecare and please do not tag me. I don't feel like replying any tags or communicating with any sort of human beings. God, I hate humans! I hate the world!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright, alright. That's not true. I love you people, really. I'm just feeling stressed and empty out of no where. Never mind!
Its not important.. Really.
