` zZz I Love WeiYang LaoGong !
09 October 2008
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I Love You WeiYang Seriously ... My LaoGongLife is boring as I'm pretty ugly. Therefore did not take any new photo's.
My blog is turning from a lovely photolog into a boring weblog. Ooh aah, what should I do? =D
School life's boring you see! I shall make my life more colourful tomorrow onwards! xD
... (Changed my mind)
Aaah, I don't care liao lahs. :/ I give up mans, I hate my life now! Manipulated! D:
Knnbccb. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. O.O! Urghs, I'm so stressed lahs.
LOL! Usually, I'm not that vulgar. =D *Gaves the most innocent look* Really! =D
Okayokayokay.. I'm quite vulgar lahs! Haha! Nobody's holy right? LOL!! Teeheehee.
Oh but I really give up man. No point, its useless. No matter what I say or do. ):
Big fuck. 9months from now, I'll be free I guess? I wish! ._____________________.
Or they'll continue ruining me? @: I really don't care liao lor. Big fuck.
It had became a fact that I super-mega ugly in school. Better don't know me in school. T.T
Fuck can?! They can tolerate it, I cannot okay. I am me, not them. -.-
No offence, but I'm so not some geek or nerd can. Thinking of it, even my blood starts to boil.
Hiya, I shall save some of my saliva. Its of no use ranting anyway. D:
I even sound stupid isn't it? Oh big fuck. I just want to vent my anger somewhere lahs. =D
Nobody'll wants me to scream and shout at them what? So I'll do it here! =D
Next Topic ` Backstabbers.Ain't we all 11 already? Aren't we not kids anymore? Why backstab your own friend?
Look, I can perfectly understand it if you backstab somebody you hate. Who never backstab people we hate before? Tell me. BUT, why backstab your own friend?
Sometimes, I don't understand people.
They do things because they are afraid but in the actual fact, they are just selfish. If they want people to think in their shoes, why don't they think in other people's shoes first? Would they want it if people do that to them too?
God, I can't stand immature people. Can you?
Maybe I'm just being plain naive but I don't FUCKIN' understand why people must backstab their OWN friends.
Sigh. Girl, you're right. Life's like this. Everyone just fuckin' care about themselves, everyone are afraid of losing things that they want. And what's the best of all? I CAN DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT IT.
Don't get me wrong. I mean no harm. I'm just voicing out my thoughts openly.
All I want to do now is to help them patch things up. That is, if I am able to do so. If I am able to do so, I will.
Anyway, I am not trying to say that I'm not selfish. I am.
If I were to EVER come across this kinda situation, I will get jealoused too. I will be frustrated. I will hate that girl. But, I will wish them happiness if they are my friends.
I ain't no saint. I know. Hello? Sometimes, things are just not worthy for you to hold on to it anymore. Why not just let go and start afresh instead?
Don't gimme craps like I'm still young and I've never been in love before, yadda-yadda, or craps like I have never come across this kind of situations before I won't know how much it hurts, yadda-yadda, or WHATSOEVER.
How do you know I haven't?
Have you waited for somebody you love for one whole year before? No. Do you understand the pain when you love someone who used to like you back love someone else? No. Did you experience the jealousy when one of your close friends tried to hook up with that very person you like very much and ended up forgiving your close friend before? No.
Tell me which is more important. Friend or lover?
Guess what? I don't compare them on the same scale. Cuz I know if I ever do, things will get nasty and life will be miserable.
C'mon. No guy is worth your pain, if they ever hurt you, just let go cuz they aren't worthy of you.
Don't preach me if you don't know. I finally mastered the courage to let go, didn't I?
If I can, I don't see why you can't. Seriously.
It'll be hard but its definitely better than wasting your life away with nothing. After some time, life will start to be like before again. ^o^
Be strong, babe. Don't hurt your own good friend just because of a guy you are afraid to lose. You'll end up losing a good friend. Who was the one who stood by you when you're down? Who was the one who accompanied you when you're alone?
Why not clear up all those misunderstanding?
I'm not trying to act like a KNOW-IT-ALL here. I'm sorry if I offend anybody with this. I'm just voicing out my thoughts without refrain after all.
Be understanding.
Last rant. Sensitivity to other people's feelings.
Sometimes, I do wonder why am I so opinionate. Tell me, is it something good or bad? Hmm.. Ditto, ditto! O:
Nowadays, I started to refrain to speak my mind in front of people because I realised people do get hurt after all. But, I ain't no saint, some hurtful words just pop up out of no where sometimes.
Today, I finally realised why is it a crime to be straightforward.
I really don't FUCKIN' understand why people can go ON & ON & ON & ON & ON talking bad about other people's boyfriend in front of them.
Its not that I'm petty. If you're kidding with me casually, I can laugh it off anytime.
Seriously, I cannot laugh it off everytime when you're repeating it for uncountable times! Not especially when it lasted for about two days.
Think. If I were to criticise YOUR girlfriend in your face for two days over and over again, would you like it? No, I don't think so. I think you will be pissed off and offended too. Given your character, you will definitely start a quarrel with me.
You are my Baby ley. Of cuz I understand you lah. ^o^
The thing with me is that I like to forgive people but I don't have a good temper. That is why I didn't start a quarrel with you. I complained to my boyfriend instead.
That, I'm sorry. I forgot for instant that his temper is 100000000X worse than mine. I don't use my brains when I'm angry.
Sigh. Forget everything.
Don't get offended if you ever read this. I mean no harm and I'm not trying to speak ill of you. I just need to rant because if I don't, I will feel awkward all over.
PEACE YO! ^o^
I still love you like before, let everything be the same as before shall we? I'm sorry! :D
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*YAWNS* I'm tired already. Gotta run. Bye. (:
