I nid no one,i'm better alone :DD
16 October 2008
I am sorry that I've made so many people worried for me for my immaturity.
I've been so recklessly stupid to thought of ending everything by commiting suicide instead of facing the music with a strong me.
A second thought about it today, I find myself rather stupid. How impossible can I get? If not for XIAOZHU(NOT REAL NAME), who came to my rescue just in time, I would've have been dead by now instead of blogging right here.
Forget everything. Everything's over, so am I..
So much for all the silly things that I've done, guess its time to start anew. Everyone, wish me good luck alrighty!
Heees. I'm currently chatting on MSN with my SWEETHEART. ^o^ Sweetheart simply made my day with all those sugarcoated words and cheering-ups! LOVE MY LAOGONGS LIKE THE SEA & SKY IS BLUE SO MUCH YEAH!
Note1: Anyway I love Shawn more le. ^o^
I've finally got over the fact that LAOGONGS are more important than me.
What's mine will always remain mine and what aren't will never be mine.
Believe it or not, people can overheard a part of everything and not all. Even if they heard the whole conversation, can they be 100% sure that that's what had happened exactly? No.
What more can I say?
Note2: I grew cuter than before.(:
Why should I cry? No ones is worth the pain.
But, there's another part of me now, struggling to get over everything, struggling to break away from XINYUN(the b!tch), trying with all my might to move on instead of crying over split milk and trying not to dwell on it anymore.. ):
I shall be strong.
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I've been really immature.
I promise not to attempt suicide over THE B!TCH anymore. Its not worth dying for.
Now i have a boss (: ?
Note3: He insisted that he is my boss since he saved my life. LOLS. -.- Lame guy. X:
Besides sorry, I don't know what else to say other than thank you.
Of course, thank you to everyone who tried to cheer me up even to no avail. Thank you, really. Thanks.
Note4: All my haters shall be devastated to know that I'm still alive and kicking cuz they are all wishing that I'm dead. Good for them yeah.
Note5: I *love* my LAOGONGS : Shawn,WeiYang & Jarod! Thanks for being the love of my life! ^o^ ^o^ ^o^
Tags Reply :
16 Oct 08, 08:43 PM
shawnlao gong: i love it!
Jiawei:Ty Laogong Your LaoGong Spell Wrong ^^
16 Oct 08, 08:43 PM
shawnlao gong: yr blog is so wonderful sia
Jiawei:Ty LaoGong.
16 Oct 08, 08:29 PM
vina.k.: wa seh! ur blog dunwan lia0 ah?tsktsk so sad
Jiawei:Thx for caring im sorry if i have made u worried. Sorry i still love my blog.Blehx ;DDDD
16 Oct 08, 07:02 PM
--PINGGUO: YOYO..TAGGED
Jiawei:Ty apple.
16 Oct 08, 04:44 PM
RaChEl♥: LOL!
Jiawei:Fck lahhh. Wad u want sweetie. EEE!
16 Oct 08, 02:30 PM
RaChEl♥: hey relax im just kidding..
Jiawei:No time for jokes.
16 Oct 08, 02:17 PM
RaChEl♥: did you jus called me b!tch? well a b!tch is a dog,dogs bark,bark are on the trees,trees are a part of nature and nature is beautiful so yupp thank for yr compliment LOL!!!! learn from you
Jiawei:Can i give u L ? L-A-M-E .
16 Oct 08, 12:48 PM
RaChEl♥: Ima SPAMMER!!!
Jiawei:Lanjiao lahh u bore is it?!
16 Oct 08, 12:48 PM
RaChEl♥: tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag tag
Jiawei:Thx for the tag ? But i dun nid so much
16 Oct 08, 10:34 AM
WeiYang (LapGong): Wah Laopo!! How you DO TILL the blog so NICE!
Jiawei {LaoPo}: Wah LaoGong !! How u get so old ? LOL
15 Oct 08, 05:13 PM
Sharon: hm.... di taggies wor
Jiawei: hm... Ty wor
`TATA Gtg see ya i will miss ya Muacks to all And dun nid to worry for me le
P/S: I shall be a strong boy.
