Trip To SiewBoon House
19 September 2008
Today....==? 'I went CCA' actually go to siewboon house to play we went the swimming pool.
Ofcause to play with water... Ariel and SiewBoon ... ==
Must cross road sia almost tio hit by car...
Luckily...SiewBoon help us to cross the road..==
And hor her dog techno or something or kiss me 4 times.
Lick Ariel....
@&)^*$. I had a really hard time trying to transfer my bloody pictures into my computer from my cellphone. Rawwrs.
IDC, I have like gazillions of piccas to post up ASAP yeah. That is, if I EVER get that freakin' thing my way.
Oh, forget it. At least for now..
Guess what? Sad songs aren't remedy for my broken heart that I'm struggling to piece it back, stitches by stitches, at all.
It just make everything worse, like rubbing salt on already splitting wounds.
Sad songs just gets me reminiscing the hurtful past that I tried SO HARD to forget even more. Its just pathetic.
Every single reminiscent simply hits me at where it hurt most, the exact same spot of the previous wound..
splitting the already infected wound into two with blood slowing dripping out bits by bits..
(I know this is gross)
It seems like old feelings coming back to rip me apart, tear me into tiny pieces, swallow me alive and I feel that I'm dissolving into particles as tiny as the nucleus in an atom or even tinier
(I'm not sure if anything any tinier than the nucleus in an atom ever exist but that's not the point)
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And the best part of it? It hurts. Yeah, big time.
Sad songs just worsen everything for me.
I feel like PLUCKING OUT ALL MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZZZ.
Whatever, these are just self-inflicted pain, which is really stupid beyond description. I know, I know.
Urghs. Why can't I just let go of EVERYTHING and move on?
Why am I sooooooooooo stubborn?! Why am I sooooooooo unbelievably "never-say-die"?! WHY, WHY, WHY???
IDK. Too.
SHIT MAN! I'm so pissed off yeah? Well, lemme digress awhile alright?
My USB wire still isn't working!!! Now, I really feel like pulling every single strand of my hair out, including my hair extentions which are fake hair FYI.
URGHS. *Bang head on the wall*
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Gosh, I sound so stupid.
Why I sound so retarded all of a sudden huhs? Rawwrs. Must be some Winnie-infected disease going on. HAHAHA! X: Shhh, don't tell that bear I said that. He'll kill me.
I don't wish to go back to the other subject above already. Its pointless.
ZZZ.
Bye lovers. I'm off to die on my own. Takecare and please do not tag me. I don't feel like replying any tags or communicating with any sort of human beings. God, I hate humans! I hate the world!
HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright, alright. That's not true. I love you people, really. I'm just feeling stressed and empty out of no where. Never mind!
Its not important.. Really.